this is wat syiqin write 2 me when we r chattin... she is rite... maybe it should be the time i have 2 change... th is wat she wrote...


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watever it is..
its ur life..
u are the one who choose the path...
jus dont wan to make my blood boil bcause of u being such a tupid guy..
And dont wan to scold uu and make u feel more bad..

if I got see u one dayy..
i would realii one to slap ur faceeeeee....
very the hard..
Till u wake upp...

i slap uu bcause i care for uu..i dont wan u to keep flying and flying..
and till when u wan to catch up wif ur life if u keep flying and flying and wif ur hack care attitudee...
very stupid riteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..................

yeah...in life we learn how to be happie...but then...sum things that we also should learn...that this is not the rite time for u to be smiling away..

u are jus making the thing staying in ur heartt...and u wait and wait until the time when u cannot stand anymore...
cannot bear wif it anymore...by then its jus too late...u dont noe.... they may jus walk away...then u would realise...that u are jus wasting ur own time.....

ive seen u going through itt... yeah..
and u are a strong guy.... ..i didnt see u crying...maybe at the middle of the nite u are crying on ur bed..watevr it is u show me that u can do it......

u are the person whom i trust the most...u are the person who make me laugh and happie...whenver i see u...my mood that is not in the rite mood...will be a happie modd when i see uu..its fun knowing uu..but sumtimes u are jus making ppl taking advantage of uu..u dont wan to stand up for urself..i jus dont undertstand this part..and day by days i wan to noe u more..in and out..alrite ??

syiqin... thk 4 tellin me all this... i wake up le... stop here le.. bye...

wawawawahahahahahahaha.... come blog le... abit crazy today... woohooo.... haha.... today go plaza the hold day... vry happy... thk syiqin, jialiang, cindy, peiwoon n jasmine for tagin my blog... thk 4 u all 2 come n view my blog... come view more.... n tag more... haha... wa... today mornin i online tat noe one online lor... but now about 30+ ppl online lor... haha... just now i playin maple... my bowman just level up... haha... after i log off alot of ppl chat wif me lor... i was so busy at tat time... i like busy de feelin... word of the day''no 1 can stop my decided coz i am stubborn'' this my frenz say de... CUTE rite the baby??... stop here le... bye... the word dun know can c clearly anot le?

hahahahahaha... thin go vry fine this few day... but vry sian... today stay hm hold day playin com... just now just call gang yi 2 chat... haha... funny... know alot of thin about his clsmate... got some thin make my vry blur... but i wan 2 know it clearly... haha... someone pls let me know can?... some thin u must try it liao den u will understand wat ppl tell u early... when u feel pain is really too late 4 u liao... when u tell a small lie u need 2 tell a bigger lie 2 cover the small lie tat u have say... everyone beside u is tryin 2 let u be gd... n u keep forcein urself 2 turn bad... do u know how hurt is them?... u maybe will feel nth about it... but if u think about it in other way u will understand wat i tokin about le... haha.... i only write this 4 fun de... it mean nth... but i hope my best frenz around me will understand wat i mean... word of the day ''u can wish 4 wat u wan but u cant force 2 get wat u wan... if it is urs is urs if not urs 4eva wont be urs... (shi ni de ju shi ni de bu shi ni de ju yong yuan bu hui shi ni de)''... stop here le... bye...

long time nvr blog le wor... haha... sorry... i holiday le... i have nth 2 do at hm... sian... ppl pls jio me out... wo hao sian... haha... the only thin i can do is online online den online... haha... really vry happy this few day... haha... cant say out... i wan 2 keep n my heart n feel it myself... haha... u my everythin... if time will stop, i hope time will nvr go again... later about 3+ i goin out wif my sis... haha... word of the day'' when the sky is blue, when the fields is green n u will c ur love one again...'' stop here le...

DUN FORCE ME... DUN FORCE ME... now everyone think is my wrong... I JUST WAN 2 BE ALONE... pls... let me be happy... dun force me le... DO U ALL THIK i will happy 2 end up like tat?... huh... who will understand me?... got anythin happen i just keep inside myself... i just dun wan 2 make ppl beside me sad wif me... i everyday is cryin in my heart but i still must smile... WHO WILL UNDERSTAND... i really pain... i just need 2 break... i need a gd rest... pls pls... dun focre me can... i really wan alone... SORRY...

sian day...

today only go sch for 1 hour only lor... from 9.30 till 10.30... coz teacher give us test 2 do... i do it vry fast... so can go hm early lor... den go hm oline lor... nth 2 do de... sian... stop here le... i go play game liao...bye...

tat no tml le...

Haha… ytd go sentosa wif defa, jeff, Jason, yun lu, fang hui, lilian, bird, n yun lu de frenz… her frenz oso brin her bro along… haha… her bro vry frenzly… haha… just a short time he can get wif us le… haha… he vry fit lor… handsome too… I will post his photo soon… he this year sec 3… is fun de lor… haha… but sian de is cindy nvr go… nvm cindy… I promise u we will sure meet 2 go out de… haha… coz I promise her tat we will go out play in this holiday de… but end up cant go… sorry wor… I kana sunburn until like shao zhu liao… vry red lor… they all oso vry red… haha… den how vry pain lor… last nite I oso can slp vry well… here pain there pain… from ytd until now I still got abit not feelin vry well… sian lor… hai… lol… den we reach sentosa there about 11+… we play a lot of stupid thin… cant say… coz is vry lame de thin… around 2+ we play soccer macth wif some china guy… so is Singapore vs china… haha… the score is Singapore 5 china 0… haha… u know y china nvr score???.... coz I play keeper… haha… I all the way slpin there… n a lot of funny thin happen lor… jin yi n wee kie say wan come de but end up nvr come lor... sian… if they come will be more fun de lor… haha… i n defa keep jumpin 2 bird n Jason back ask them 2 carry us in the sea… er… jason is more strong than bird lor… coz he can carry me n defa… haha… after tat we play ball game in the sea…is like passin the ball 2 anyone but must say the full name of our frenz we know… vry lame rite… haha… about 6+ we go vivo city eat… wanted 2 c movie de but end up nth 2 watch… so we go e-zone play pool lor… around 10+ we go hm le… everyone is vry tired in the bus… is like half death… now my body vry pain… cant wear shirt lor… today nvr go out… coz I last nite go till vry late le… den now still got abit not feelin vry well… stay at hm rest lor… haha… word of the day ”everythin must try, if u nvr try u wont know wat will happen”… k lor… stop here le… bye…

lot of feelin!!

diff heart diff feelin... diff ppl like diff thin... but i just wan a simple 1, coz i a simple guy wif a simple feelin in my heart... maybe alot of ppl still dun understand me yet... ppl who know me will understand wat i sayin ba... everyday in my life i dun wan much thin... i only wan my family n my frenz beside me to be happy i already vry happy le... i just dun wan 2 c my frenz 2 be sad n not mood... tat all i wan... today go sch vry sian ar... go 4 the hold day... just only clean up the machine... clean untill my body black like 1 year nvr bath liao lor... defa go hm early coz he do finish his test le... but i oso do finish le... but i cant go hm... hai... but i still need 2 clean up... unfair lor... coz we 2 in diff group mah... haha... he go around 12+ den i go around 4... so sad... go hm alone again... haha... but lucky... jialinang call me 2 chat... heng lor got ppl call me 2 chat... if not i will vry sian de lor... oh... still got 8 day more in sch untill holiday... so gd... got 3 week of holiday wor... dun know whr 2 go... haha... hope got ppl jio me go out ba... word of the day"a smile can make life more simple... a simple life can make ur day wif joy..." k lor... stop here le... bye...

finally!!

haha... today lesson end at 11+... den go back 2 fajar sec 4 shootin club de camp... haha... when i go there they r doin nth... but befor tat they r cleanin up range de thin... haha... all so gd gal n gd boy... well done wor... haha... after tat got small compeition... haha... but i cant play... hai... sian... if i play i sure win de... diao... say untill i so pro... about 5+ we play water bomb... haha... so funny sia... after tat we play in the rain... in the rain i think alot of thin n know alot of thin... play in the rain is fun de lor... but i got abit not feelin well liao... half gd half not vry gd... haha... about 7+ reach hm... haha... after tat bath liao online... haha... tml de lesson end 4+ lor... sian... hai... stop here le... bye...

gd endin...gd... gd... well done...

gd... gd... well done... tat wat i alwayz like 2 say de... b4 i go wif her alot of ppl sayin this will happen in the end... haha... this has happen... when the 1st time i saw u got a guy tell me all tat... i still dun belive... lol... wat u say i will belive u... wat other say i wont belive de... but time go by... i know i am wrong... from the day we start till today do i hurt u?... do u know how much u have hurt me?... maybe u wont know... maybe i am too gd toward u le... maybe u wont feel anythin about wat i say... only angry ba... sorry 4 wat i have say... i wan 2 let u know... every time u use mo mo ren de name 2 make me angry... but i wont be angry about all this... u know my mood from sec 3 till now nvr so low b4?... but today is the day tat my mood have change... but after i play in the rian... everythin i dun like have clean away frome me le... i know de thin too much le... u r the 1st gal who scold me like hell... no other gal i like do tat b4... but i still nvr say anythin... do u know alot of ppl care about u?... u r makein them vry hard... u only care about ppl tat u like... but u nvr care about ppl tat care 4 u... last time de u if ppl give u sweet u will happy like hell... but now de u if ppl give u sweet u wont take it de... coz u know tat alot of ppl will still give u sweet 2 eat, so u wont care liao... but do u know tat the ppl who care about u de sweet is more sweet?... i like de u have gone le... gone missin le... i like de u... n like me de u... will alway stay in my heart... but not now de u... is totally diff from the gal i know... n thk alot aunt... thk 4 helpin me... thk... when i put the last dot in my blog tat mean it over le... word of the day''giving up dosent meant tat u are weak sometimes it means u are strong enough to let go''... stope here le... bye...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

i just wan a simple one... this is too hard 4 me le... my mood really damn bad this few day... i so long dun have this kind of feelin le... the last time i got this feel is sec 1... but now i vry vry diff AS B4... maybe u think tat my frenz is more important 2 me... but is not... who is more important 2 me mo mo ren should more understand... today go jeff hose play game... play play play... just come hm... around 8 like tat... hai... hai... hai... bu yao call me 2 do thin tat i will hurt ppl... coz i dun wan anyone 2 get hurt... stop here le... bye...

nvr go hm!! play play play!!

ytd go eat staeamboat wif zhen liang, jun ru, defa, jinyi, weee kie, jialiang, syiqin,n myself... haha... vry fun n funny... but i kana scared by them lor... we eat till vry late... den we go play game... haha... play till 11-12+... den syiqin n mo mo ren wan go some whr wor... so sad... so worry about her lor... after tat jialiang goin 2 go hm le... only left me, defa, wee kie, jin yi, zhen liang n junru... we go play pool till 1.30+... haha... play untill damn fun wor... after tat we go walk walk... dun know walk till whr... den we stop at a park... we stay at the vry big park till 2.30+... vry scared lor... zheng liang n jun ru ar... anyhow say thin... say got hand ar head ar blood ar song ar... wat ever ar... zhen liang anyhow walk 2 a place tat got alot of tree de... den he say over there vry nice... den he say wan go see see... den jun ru say y got so many light over there... she faster call zhen liang 2 left there... n put zhen liang away... den we walk vry fast... at tat time i damn scared sia... i feel like goin hm lor... but too late le... noe bus... if take cab need 2 pay more... den sian lor... later we still sit at the park lor... den zhen liang saw jun ru de eye n face suddenly change... ask us 2 left there... we go 2 the nearest road 2 take cub 2 place tat near 2 suntec... we reach there about 3+ ba... we all really out of water le... got $ oso cant buy water... coz nobody sellin le... haha... so dry up... den we sit at the chair outside mc... chat about alot of thin.. haha... about 5 we go bus stop slp 2 wait 4 the 1st bus... haha... wait untill 6... the 1st bus come le... but we nvr take... coz we really fall a slp liao... only zhen liang help 2 look 4 the bus... when the bus come... he oso fall a slp... so when the bus go liao den we wake up... haha... we take the 2nd bus lor... about 6.45 i reach hm le... so tired lor... after i reach hm i go bath liao den i go bed... slp till 1+... so gd lor... u all can slp... i cant slp... now oso vry tired lor... typ untill wan slp liao... haha... word of the day ''slp more when u r really tired''... k lor... nth much le... haha... stop here... bye...

sian ar!! fuuny de frenz!!

today de lesson start at 9.30... meet defa around 8... reach sch early... around 8.45+ ba... 1st time so fast lor... den reach sch liao nth 2 do... den we go eat thin... haha... today de lesson is drawin lesson... haha... the teacher tok alot of gandfather story lor... hai... den we play around in cls... haha... i today go bully a guy in our cls... he call ''ahman''... haha... he wan draw 3cm i say draw 1cm more nice... he wan draw squre i say draw me... haha... vry funny lor... keep makein fun of him... he draw vry slow lor... den i still need 2 use the rule de lor... den i cant take it let i go scold him... but end up he say must do slowly... wth... really damn slow liao lor still wan how slow... den i lend rule from other... i draw finish liao he still drawin... wth... i ask him again y so slow, he still ans me back must draw slowly den will nice... den ok ok, let him draw slowly lor... den time up liao... lesson goin 2 end le... we goin hm liao... he still doin... after tat he do it vry fast le... den i ask him y do so fast le i tot must do it slowly den will nice... haha... end up we go hm le he still drawin... haha... orbee... tat a word say... ''be smart can le dun be too smart''... after tat i go hm le... go hm play maple... but cant patch(update)... den cant play... so sian... i wan play maple... y cant play.... yyyyyyyyyy... hai... i go slp a few hour den online vry long... nth 2 do de... den i send defa all our frenz de e_mail add 2 let him add... i wan alot of song... but i cant get it wor... ppl help me can?... haha... word of the day... ''do it slowly den will nice'' & ''be smart can le dun be too smart''... haha... funny lor... stop here le... bye...

ahhhahhhahhhahhh... sian sian sian...

today de lesson start at 8.30... hai... den we got com lab play com... haha... fun lor... can log in 2 frenzster n msn lor... den add alot of new frenz... haha... den go hm around 11+... den defa wan 2 meet her stead den go eat... den i wif him wait 4 her... jeff oso goin... but i nvr go... haha... jeff 4got 2 give key 2 jason den i help jeff 2 wait 4 jason 2 pass the key 4 him... jason sick le... look so poor thin... haha... oh... i just now go bugis wif defa buy earrin... i have the photo... nice mah??... haha... if nice, tag me hao mah??... haha... lol... k lor stop here le... bye...