ni hai fanq bu xia ta la.

i asked anxiu...

why i see someone tat i love hug on other guy i will feel hurt...

she told me
''ni hai fanq bu xia ta la''.

she get the point...

so long le why i just cant put everythin down??...

i know tat in my mind...

we wont n cant be tgt anymore...

why cant i just follow my step??...

but i am tryin my best le...

i do give up some...

but some i really cant focre to...

why i am worryin about it n you just enjoyin urself??...

i will make myself strong...

strong to let go...

i will be wat i wan to be...

now, my frenz is more important...

no frenz no me...

who wan hurt until my frenz tok to me 1st...

you live for me i live for you...

must thk to my brother(chenhui), sister(?? alot) n my best frenz 4eva tat keep cheerin me up...

my life now is more n more tired...

wake up work...

work come back slp...

work from 10.30am... till 10pm...

all the way stand...

cant even sit...

can oso kill fat...

who eh tahan?...

but time fly fast...

my leg get hurt again...

i cant run or hind...

i only can ren...

the best way to let go is to make myself busy!!